Great disturbance...

... millions of voices crying out ....

Here, here and here.

Before I made my decision to become one with the Force, I told my friends that I may one day return to visit them. But now, I would NEVER NEVER go back again, even if by some miracle the galaxy was to change back to the way it was befoer ... It was a total violation ... I have lost my faith completely, and they have lost my trust forever. Once the trust is broken, it is irreversible, something just can't be undone. Obi-Wan, even you can't mend this damage... Like I said before, fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me! Jedi is not to be fooled twice...

Adios!

For I shall never return to the galaxy far far away ...

Citizens of the Galaxy...

The time has come... after much deep Force meditation and contemplation. I've come to a conclusion, that the galaxy has changed. The galaxy has always been changing and evolving, but this NGE has changed the galaxy fundamentally. The core and basics that I've grown to love is no longer there - this is NOT my galaxy any more. I've tried to adapt and put up with it, like what I did with CU, but I found myself couldn't do it. From what I've read so far, the change has been in plan for a very long time, and we've been lied to all these time over and over again. I've secretly hoped that the Empire will find some decency in their heart to undo some of the destructive changes they made, but the Empire being the Empire, they will never change. I am such a fool!



It is my sad regret that I'm leaving this galaxy. I can no longer tolerate Imperial policy, the Galactic Civil War must be won and the Empire overthrown, it will have to be up to the other Rebel soldiers - I'm done. I've mastered the technique used by old Ben and Master Yoda, to be part of of the Force. Like what the old Ben said "If you strike me down, I shall be more powerful than you can imagine". Now, I am the Force.



I've spent the past few days going through my belongings, and prepared this photo as a parting gift. It has some interesting life/career highlights.

May the Force be with you.

Enahs over and out.

It seems, the photo's been reduced, so here's the original(warning: 1.9MB, 3200x2400).

Not yet dead...

... still alive and kicking, just need to work on something... hopefully it will be completed during this weekend... please stay tuned.

Fool me once ...

... shame on you, fool me twice shame on me ... I should have known better, there's nothing good will ever come out of the Empire. They lie, lie and lie!!! I shoudl hev realized this since the CU ...

My Force power is diminishing... A week ago, I was able to defeat a Novatrooper and two Crazed Geonosian single handedly - mind you, they're all elite fighters. However, now I have to run for life from a couple average nerf herder(roughly level 70-ish). There have already been a few times in the past couple of days that I ended up waking up in the clone center, and even more times have my Jedi butt kicked and incapacitated by some average nerf herder ...

What has the galaxy become???!!!

Oldman's visit

The oldman paid me a visit again.... I didn't expect to see him until the Knight's Trail. Anyway, let's see what he has for me...

Well, actually he just want to teach me an ancient secret of the Jedi - how to be completely with the Force and sustain life after death, like Obi-Wan and Yoda has achieved. Very interetsing... I should start practicing as soon as possible, could come handy ...

Sensus

The bustling Mos Eisley spaceport is empty...



I'm surprise to see a few travelers in the cantina...



The Mining Outpost of Dantooine is really crowded ...


Look all these people at Coronet, expect some major delays...



The Empire banned a lot of professions, as a result, a lot supplies are not longer functiona;, like this Flame Thrower I have. I paid quite a bit of credits for it... now can't use it any more. I pitty the Weaponsmith... he most have bankrupted by now...

Jedi Arbitor Robe

Reached the crystal cave at a remote location of Naboo, nothing special about the save, just some naturally occuring Force crystals.



Next stop Tatooine, I have a nagging sensation of Force, that need to pay the old Obi-Wan's hut a visit again... Since I used to be a Creature Handler, a Creatue Handler always travels in style... this is a Bol I tamed on Dantooine.



Moving through spaceport with my Carrion Spat mount, I taught it a trick of back flipping, it always makes on lookers gasp, and make me grin. Finally, arriving at Mos Eisley.


A hop on shuttle and a short ride on swoop took me to the front door of Obi-Wan. My Force sensation, intensified as I opened the creaking door... Searching through the his meager belongings, I found an old robe - with some surprise Force enhancement comparied to my robes.


My Jedi Initiate robe.


My Padawan Robe.


Also found a crystal hidden in a jar behind kitchen cabinet doors. It's a nice addition to my treasured colored crystals.


My other favorate is Sunrider's Destiny, very rare.


Put on old Ben's Jedi Arbitor Robe. Looking good....


As I putting away the crystal in moues droid... Look what the frack happened to my ADK(Anti Decay Kit)? I was saving it for my final saber. Or was this actually my ADK? Someone stole mine, I reckon ... Althought I got mine for nothing, but I know for sure, it's worth millions of credits. Those who bought these, gotta be really pissed if they had theirs stolen...


Jedi everywhere...


More Jedi. However, I don't see anyone else besides Jedi... Anchorhead is so ... quite. Where is everyone?


Nobody in the Cantina, and nobody home... they just ... vanished...

Bribery

The Imperials tried to corrupt me, trurn me to the service of the Empire by bribing me with a few "gifts"...


A Krayt pear, come on, I've hunted for better ones...



A Meditation crystal...



A Force infused pedant that improves wearer's stringth and agility.



And a ring that argments wearer's stringth and constitution.



Even slipped a Sith amulet to me and promising that it has great mysterious power. But I can feel the negative energy radiating from it...



Even replaced the crystals in my saber, as a final straw to tempting me... But, no! I will not turn to the Darkside. However, I'm keeping the Saber though... Silly Imperials.

My entire life or something like that ...

I'm in turmoil, what should I do? Sitting down next to a river outside Coronet, I see my whole life flash by in front of me...


Teras Kasi...



Medic ...



Doctor ...



Creature Handler ...



Marksman ...



Scout ...



Pistoleer ...



Rifleman ...



Combat Medic ...



Glowy ... Force Sensitive ...



Force Adept ...



Jedi Apprentice ...



Elder Jedi ...



Alliance Recruit ...



And polititian - I don't quite remember of this, but I guess I was then... might even be even a senator ... this must be my dark secret... There're a few loose ends I need to tie up. Investigate the Force Crystal cave on Naboo, and revisit Ben's hut...

YAY!

Happy Bday to self ... older and wiser - hopefully ...

"All those ... moments will be lost ... in time, like tears ... in rain."

Nostalgia

The galaxy I've come to know and love has gone, in it's place , a faceless monstrocity. Dissatisfaction, unrest ... has spread through the galaxy. I'm not sure I want to be part of this any more, maybe it's a cue to hang up my saber and leave the galaxy behind. I've not yet made my final decision...


Spent some time at home today look through some old stuff and travel photos. I can't believe I still have my old training saber in a box in my dusty basement. It saddens me that I may have to say good bye ...



And some old photos from my pilgrimage to the Jedi enclave after I completed my training. It's on Yavin 4, in a remote mountain. All that remins on the surface is a ruin and a pile of rubbles.



Two Sentinals guard the entrance that leads to the still intact underground chambers. They are very powerful - level 500! But also very camera shy...



The meeting room ... where Jedi used to discuss the problems of the galaxy...




The occupant of the seat has long gone since, however, I can still kinda feel the warmth ...



This must be the meditation chamber, I felt at peace just being in the room.





The grand meeting room where hundards of old masters would hold important meetings that would decide the future of the Old Republic and the Jedi Order. Now it's empty, except my imaginary echos of those old masters...



A view of the grand meeting room from the gallery above.



I was just driving aounrd on Yavin 4, happend to come across a patch forest seems dead, and twisted with the Darkside energy ...



Well, of course, I stumbled on another ruin - but of the Darkside ...



Darkside Sentinels! Blast!



Lok, near the town where I used to live. Now, it's being taken over by some mega corporation from the Corporation Sector in the Core World. This place is being strip mined! They have no regard for the enviroment. This is what happens when the government is corrupt.